“ReVamping The Deviant’s Behaviors”

Update 7/15/2023

"The child who was rejected by The Village will burn it down to fill its warmth."

It has been quite a while since I’ve posted an update and a lot has happened.

“ReVamping The Deviant’s Behaviors” album will be released  . . . well, soon LoL.

This album was supposed to be the second half of the album "Violating The Norms Of Reality."

Due to having double hand surgery, knee surgery, soon-to-be shoulder surgery, and lower back procedure, my music productions have taken a kinda ‘hiatus.’ 

Life throws a lot at you, and it can feel overwhelming, to say the least.

Yet, here we are. 

I have always strived for personal improvements in one way or another. The world around me keeps pulling me in a direction that does not feel genuine to me and it makes me feel alone and alienated these realizations overtake me and make me think that this life is not worth living this way.

These songs express as best as I can how this all makes me feel and how I have stagnated in making one or more decisions.

They say that when you are at your lowest is when the true people around you show their true colors; they are very much right.

This by no means is a “pity party,” this is just me expressing not asking for help, understanding, or anything else. This is just the fuel for the music.
 

 

I’ve been delaying this, knowing that it has all ended. I’ve tried to mend and recreate something that has broken, and it can never be as it once was.

 

I have not written here in a very long time because I did not know how or where to begin to explain what has been going on, physically, emotionally, and externally myself. At his moment, I realize that knowing that matters, my “side” of things does not matter. The only things that matters are my actions and what I do. So, I shall do. For good or for bad, but I shall take action.

 

I a m  t i r e d.

I a m  t i r e d of it all.

 

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Update 5/19/2021

Official Lyric Video is Out! 😏

New Studio! New Adventures!

Goodbye to "The Dungeon" ⊙▂⊙

Update before 2021 come in!

it's here! 11/13/2020 meaning in meaninglessness is out!

great news! ヽ(^▽^)ノ

Single Release! Friday, 11/13/2020

Album 2021!